Monday, March 5, 2007
2dae took back sci paper... only gt 35.... I was extremely shocked n disappointed as a lot of my klassmates gt A1... i oso gt back chinese paper... which let me even more disappointed n make my heart broke.... I only gt 50/100..... Wat the............ tis is e only paper tat i gt only a pass.... I was super sad lor... I oso gt back my maths paper, n tis tym i was abt 2 cry... I only gt 33/50.... I sob softly knowing tat my results r so bad.... I really envy songwei coz he gt beter results than me lor....
Last fridae is e most bad dae i ever had... It was lyk tis... Tat i was sick n during ncc, which is my cca, i reported sick... N halfway during e training, when i was sitting on e canteen table as i reported sick, peile,my fellow ncc cadet, came 2 tell me 2 go 2 e GOH training as they r testing 2 kick out people... N they sae if never try means not in e GOH already... By e way, GOH means GUARD OF HONOUR... At first i was very glad tat i gt into e GOH as not everybody r able 2 get in... I then decided 2 be more dedicated 2 ncc as i realised tat e sir value me...Tats y i went 2 e GOH training... I bear wif my sickness n go for it... However, i did not perform well as i dont hav energy as we r doing arm drills n e rifle is heavy.... N i was being kicked out... I cried... N i realise tat nobody cares abt me anymore... N my dedication towards ncc is doubtful.........
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